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Beneath my anger was not pain... it was truth
What Charlotte found when she stopped running from shame 🔥


Hi friend, 💛🌿
Charlotte told me something I keep feeling in my chest… “Beneath my anger was not pain, beneath my anger was truth.”
She grew up in a very violent house. So anger became the one emotion she was never allowed to touch. She carried shame around it. Teachers kept telling her that beneath anger there is only more pain… and she had already lived through so much pain. Why would she want to feel more?
[What emotion were You taught was too dangerous to feel?]
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And then she went in anyway. Slowly. With breath. With presence. And what she found under the anger was not a wound… it was her truth. The more she lets herself feel it, the more alive she feels… and the safer she feels being seen exactly as she is.
I felt that one. How long have I kept the "unacceptable" parts of me in the dark, hoping presence would only visit the pretty rooms?
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Charlotte holds Presence and Pleasure and Intimacy, at the Summit. Shame, pleasure, the body, the places so many of us were taught never to look at. She speaks about it with a calm and raw honesty that, to me, is kindness in action.
And she shares a very specific practice for the moment shame shows up in the body. I won't give it away here… because it deserves to be received in her voice, with presence.
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Charlotte's full session premieres at the Permanent Presence Summit™. Free and online, anywhere you are, November 13 to 16, starting on the International Day of Kindness. Premium and VIP keep every recording for life, with each speaker's gifts.
I choose to feel what I was taught to hide… I choose to let truth live in my body… I choose, if you want, to do it with you.
Loto
Founder of Hawimi & the Permanent Presence Summit™
What if Kindness is Always the Answer?
PS. Three ways to continue, if you want:
① Register free for the Permanent Presence Summit and receive a gift Inner Circle session valued at €111: https://Hawimi.World/Summit2026 🎁
② If you want you can become Premium or VIP, and that way support and receive more. 💛
③ Share this opportunity with the world and receive rewards for sharing kindness and presence. Here's the direct link: https://Hawimi.World/Ambassadors 🫂