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I lost everything. Then I found this. [Enlace a la version en español 🇪🇸 adentro]

The honest story behind why I keep showing up.

Here's what I'm most afraid to share with you right now:

More than once. More than twice. Three times — at least — I've been absolutely certain I found the way.

And I want to tell you this part of the story. Because I believe it will resonate with you too.

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July 1999. Córdoba, Argentina. ✨

I’m 16. I land off a plane. My father and his friend Andrés take me to watch The Matrix — the first thing I do in Argentina. I understand nothing: I think it's just kicks and shots.

Now I see it differently.

The movie is a metaphor of human life — and the endless, untapped potential of the human mind, heart, and freedom.

That trip was my first awakening.

I thought I had found the way.

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First, it was gestalt therapy, intuition and shamanism — healing and liberation for myself and others.

Then it was the Advaita Vedanta meditation — the path that led me to become a monk for 12 years.

A monk. For twelve years.

And after all that — I was still unfree. Still suffering. Every time fear was stronger than authenticity. Every time fear won over love, even as a monk.

I thought I had found the way.

I hadn't. Not fully. Not as fully as I yearn for!!

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Then I discovered what I called the Freedom Hacking Method™. 🔥

And man — not only I felt unstoppable, I also had material proof.

I made more money, in one year, than in the previous 35 years combined.

That seemed proof of something, right?

The Formula: Total clarity on what I truly want. Inspired action. Turning fear into fuel.

And then — I lost it all. Every last bit. One of the darkest periods of my life, watching my bank account move back to zero. And thinking, somehow, that my inner value had disappeared along with my financial value.

It hadn't. But I believed it had. And that was enough to make it real, and devastating.

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And now — I think I've found it again. 🌿

I call it Hawimi Kindness.

In a way it's even simpler than everything before. Almost embarrassingly so…

In a way is a natural evolution of everything I’ve deeply explored before…

Act always with kindness. As much as you can: Act always with consent — from yourself and from others. And with genuine care — for yourself, and for others.

That's it.

But consent and care, the way I mean them, include knowing — really knowing — what I want. And acting in full congruency with who I am, with what matters most to me. No more betrayal, no more settling. And transmuting fear into fuel. Fear into love. Fear into freedom.

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And there's one more piece. 🔑

It's not just the kindness. It's the structure.

To make it unstoppable meeting once a week — not as mentor and student, not as coach and client — but human to human. Equal to equal.

To support each other. To remember what we want to create. To name what we're afraid to name. To let the shame, the discomfort, the thing we most want to hide — transmute, in the presence of others who are doing the same.

And reviewing daily. Not just once a year or even once a week in depth — but daily, so I can't forget. So I can't get distracted for more than a few hours. So the drift never becomes the direction.

Of course progress comes. Of course more money comes. Of course deeper, more nourishing connections come.

Of course. It's not magic. It's just what happens when I stop hiding from myself — every single day.

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I once had the privilege of sitting with a family that held a circle. Every evening. Short, simple — just sharing what was alive, and what was a struggle.

I watched a little kid share something difficult — something that had gone wrong that morning at school.

And I could see the tension release. Right there. In real time.

He wasn't going to carry that for 30 years. Like I and so many of us have.

He was transmuting it into freedom. Into connection. Instead of storing it as weight, as darkness — for decades.

Maybe it's too late for me to have had that as a child.

But I'm doing it now. And it feels like nothing I've ever experienced before. The most natural, yet the most powerful.

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Here's what I want for you — and for every human alive. 🌍

I dream of a world where every person has their own inner circle. Where no one feels unsafe to be truly themselves — even in their darkest corners, even in what they judge most in themselves.

Where no human suffers alone.

Where no human believes life is something to be fought — instead of created.

Not because I think the things you create will give you happiness. But because I belive the act of creating, what is uniquely yours — your dreams, your preferences, your vision — that's what makes you alive. That's what inspires others.

I deserve to be clear on my dreams.

I deserve to remember them every day.

I deserve to see them become reality.

And so do you, if you choose so.

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🛑 If right now you don't want to read anything about how to join me — stop here. You don’t need me, you can apply all of the above on your own, if you want, with your closest friends…

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But if you are curious…

Here's the simplest version of everything I just shared — as a container, with others and with me:

Maximum 12 people. Minimum 8 weeks. Making freedom blossom, creating, integrity and abundance like never before. 🌺

If this is landing somewhere real inside you — trust that.

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Thank you for reading this far.

For following yourself.

For every step you dare… To choose Kindness, to choose integrity,

Loto 
Founder at Hawimi™
We Choose Kindness™

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